Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got till it's gone......*
I don't think of myself as a highly sensitive person but reading Naomi Wolf's
The End of America: Letter of Warning to a Young Patriot sent me into despair. I put it aside while I considered how to stay informed without becoming depressed. Here is what I came up with:
1) I recognized that the fear I was feeling about losing freedom was similar (identical?) to the fear that is driving those who would pass laws to protect us from The Terrorists. They are as worried for their children, and grandchildren, as I am. Just feeling that empathy was enough to add some perspective.
2) Perspective was what I needed. I had focused too tightly on the spectre of Big Brother. My wonderful
NIA teacher, Rachael
Resch, reminded me that we should always hold something we love in mind. When I was little my mother would sit with me if I was scared, usually at bedtime. She would quote from the Bible, "What so ever things are beautiful, what so ever things are pure, think on these things." OK, so there is a power grab by the
neocons, but good things are happening too. I pictured the wonderful time I'd had in Boston with my daughter Sally and grandchildren, Eli and Evelyn (cartwheel above). And the warm Thanksgiving with my son Fred, his wife Amy, and Sam's daughter, Jennifer, in Eugene. I picked up my Gratitude Journal.
3) I also needed to take political action. Nothing like a dose of helplessness to fuel a bleak mood. So I wrote a letter to the editor regarding
Senate Bill 1959. I took a
copy of the bill to a friend who teaches government at
Ashland High School, so he could talk with his students about it. Plus I offered to mentor a senior project regarding governmental moves toward dictatorship as outlined in Wolf's book. And I left a copy of the book for his class. And I asked our library to get a copy. And I called/faxed the members of the Homeland Security and Government Affairs registering my opposition to S 1959. Whew!
You can read a summary of Wolf's 10 steps to close down an open society
here, or watch an excellent interview with Wolf posted on
Time Goes By and read more about S 1959, the Thought Crime bill. You can download a copy of the introduction to
The End of America here. I encourage you to buy a copy if you can. Give them for Christmas!
We've been warned. Let it fuel something positive.
*Joni Mitchell,
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